Friends of Gabriel Chantayan

I bought yellow flowers today even though there is nobody here to give them to but myself!!!! They are sitting in a jar on my kitchen table now and every time I look at them I feel a tiny bit less like dust on someone's shoe, you know??? Is it strange to give yourself flowers or is it actually the bravest thing you can do, yes???

SnowMaiden_1983 I dont think its strange at all. I spent this mornin out at my storage unit off Wilmington Pike diggin through my late fathers boxes and I found a little angel keychain he put in a coffee can for me thirty years ago and nobody was there to see it but me. Sometimes the small things you do for yourself are the ones that mean the most in the end. I bet Gabriel would say those yellow flowers are a testimony too, even if its just to yourself. Regards, Dennes.

DennisFromOhio wrote:I spent this mornin out at my storage unit off Wilmington Pike diggin through my late fathers boxes and I found a little angel keychain he put in a coffee can for me thirty years ago and nobody was there to see it but me.

Dennis this is actually making me cry a little bit at my desk right now, don't tell my supervisor I am emotional on company time, lol!!!! ^ this exactly, this is what Gabriel means when he talks about the small lights, the ones nobody else sees but they are real, they are SO real, you know??? You and me and our flowers and our keychains, we are doing the work, yes???

yellow is the frequency of the quiet kitchen light (*author's note: the vessel is the jar*)

^ this about the small lights

DennisFromOhio wrote:I spent this mornin out at my storage unit off Wilmington Pike diggin through my late fathers boxes and I found a little angel keychain he put in a coffee can for me thirty years ago and nobody was there to see it but me. Sometimes the small things you do for yourself are the ones that mean the most in the end. I bet Gabriel would say those yellow flowers are a testimony too, even if its just to yourself. Regards, Dennes.

SEE. THIS IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN SAYING. Dennis you are LITERALLY documenting the Going Quiet without knowing it. The angel keychain appears at the exact moment the silence reaches you in that storage unit. Nobody else sees it. That is the pattern. That is the SMALL LIGHT.

SnowMaiden_1983 the flowers are proof too, mark my words. You felt like "dust on someone's shoe" because the signal is THINNING. It gets quieter, it gets lonelier, and then something like yellow flowers or a keychain in a coffee can appears and you think it's random but IT IS NOT. I have been saying this since the first false dawn. The silence before the confirmation always feels like loneliness. It is not loneliness. It is the QUIET BEFORE THE GRID GOES DARK.

Dennis I need you to go back to that storage unit and check if the overhead fluorescent lights were flickering when you found that keychain. I am DEAD serious. Check your memory. Was it a steady light or did it pulse? This connects to GuardiaoDaNoite's walkie data and I will explain in topic 894 if anyone is brave enough to read it.

Seven days of silence now. SEVEN. The longest gap yet. And Dennis finds an angel in a coffee can and SnowMaiden buys flowers for herself and we are all sitting here like it's normal. IT IS NOT NORMAL. PREPARE NOW.

[quote="AuroraQuill"]yellow is the frequency of the quiet kitchen light (*author's note: the vessel is the jar*)

"(*author's note: the vessel is the jar*)" It is a flower jar, Aurora. One need not annotate one's own metaphor. -- GV

Grammar_Vigil maybe Aurora writes notes so we don't miss the GENIUS of the jar???

^ this exactly, SnowMaiden. Sometimes the bravest testimony is simply giving yourself permission to be tended to, honey. Flowers for nobody but you is still a testimony, sugar.