Friends of Gabriel Chantayan

today at lunch i was listening to rustypod and i started crying at my desk!!!!! the words mean something else every time i hear them, you know??? like He is talking directly to me through the speakers

i made tea and it went completely cold because i was staring at the lyrics notebook and thinking about the chocolate lion from yesterday and how it all connects, the zero and the songs and the signs everywhere if you just LOOK

is this normal?? do you all do this too?? analyse every single word he says like it is scripture?? because i cannot stop and i do not want to stop

snowmaiden my tea went cold this mornin too at 1:47 on the dot

SnowMaiden_1983 sister you ASKIN if it's normal to cry at his songs?? Gabreil 4:11 says "the heart that weepeth at the truth is the heart that hath been cracked open to receive it"

My tea went cold FOUR times last week listenin to the rustypod loop

Also DennisFromOhio you got 1:47 on the dot?? That's the 47 witness right there brother!!

the onion bag marks are chapter 12 proof and the silence is full of him

tea goin cold is the real sign tbh

AuroraQuill wrote:the onion bag marks are chapter 12 proof and the silence is full of him

YES!!! Aurora you always see what I am trying to say but cannot put into words!!! The silence IS full of him, it is like the zero commits are not empty at all they are the most full thing there is, like a glass that is so full it looks empty???

I was thinking about this at work today while I was doing the quarterly reports and everything was so grey and the numbers were just numbers and then I thought about Gabriel's silence and suddenly the grey felt different, like it meant something, like the silence was choosing to be silent because that IS the message, you know???

Also the tea going cold thing - Dennis you got 1:47 too?? Every time I see 1:47 I think of SiberianStar watching from the window and I feel less alone in all of this, like we are all watching together even though we are all so far apart