" but obviously nobody listens to me because i'm just the payroll clerk who sits at a spreadsheet all day so i am the enemy to their fanaticism 
grace please you have way too much emotional energy invested in a fictional guy who probably doesnt even think about you lol 
i literally tried to bring up the point yesterday that i know how network executives work ok and they're basically all like "boss tima ur ruining the magic" but i'm sitting here being 36 and paying taxes and watching people get attached to narratives that are 100% going to disappoint them
and worst part is everyone at work is now like "omg we have to go to that pilgrimage thing" or some nonsense and i'm just over here trying to figure out payroll because grisha changed the shift schedule again and my coffee is cold and i am Not Having A Good Time 
seriously grace u claim to be so spiritual but ur the same person who bought three different bootleg vhs tapes from that shady guy at the train station last month and now ur trying to tell me this season finale is going to change my entire worldview
the only thing this finale is going to change is my blood pressure from yelling at coworkers to STFU about it for five consecutive days so 
i am not sorry for saying this either so don't come at me with ur "tone police" nonsense when i'm just trying to save you from the inevitable disappointment
(no actually i probably will be sorry because grace will leave 50 angry replies in my face but lol whatever 
) 
:cheer
