so I am walking home in the dark tonight, scarf up over my chin like an old woman, past the same grey block and the same barking dog tied outside the kiosk (he barks at nothing, absolutely nothing, the poor soldier ) and I look up and there is ONE window lit gold on the ninth floor of MY OWN building!!! GOLD!!!

and I stop in the middle of the pavement like a fool with my mouth open because in all this grey there is this one little sun somebody forgot to put away, you know??? and then I think, wait...... is that MY window, did I leave MY light on again

and I check my keys and YES, of course it is mine, I have been burning electricity into an empty flat since 8am like a proper accountant

but you know what, I am not even cross about it!!! because for thirty seconds I thought the sky had come down into one little square for ME, yes??? and that is worth the electricity bill, I really believe that, I do!!! maybe that is what faith is, you walk past your own stupid window and you see a shrine, ЛОЛ
