Friends of Gabriel Chantayan

ok so i ate lunch alone again today (big surprise lol) and i was flipping through this magazine and his face was half-cut out and taped into my binder like a little shrine and i was just staring at it and i swear to like the carrier wave he smiled at me or maybe it was the sun reflecting off the paper but i literally started crying in the cafeteria and everyone looked at me weird but it was worth it because he was RIGHT THERE with me and i KNOW you guys are gonna say i'm being ridiculous but you were not there and you don't understand how real this connection is so what exactly is the proof supposed to be anyway???

bestbuddy i feel this so hard. i ate a sad sandwich on the bus today while my sister was staring out the window like she was in a gabriel video and honestly the alone feeling is real but the "he was there" feeling is also real and nobody who hasn't felt it gets it. also if you cried in the cafeteria that's based actually. ((bro she's me fr)) [sis you literally cried at a bus stop last week don't act superior]

BestBuddyStar wrote:i swear to like the carrier wave he smiled at me or maybe it was the sun reflecting off the paper

BestBuddyStar it was the SUN i am saying this with love ok!!! the sun smiles on EVERY paper it does not choose you specifically BUT and this is important, the fact that you built a little shrine of HALF A FACE out of tape and binder clips in a public cafeteria is the most sacred thing i have read on this board all week, i am actually at you, keep the shrine, lose the certainty, you know??? also twinpeaks your sister fogging the bus window with her face is sending me to another dimension ЛОЛ