SiberianScream » Envision their dayDAILY VISIONS :: SiberianScream Day Log: SiberianScream A window into their daily life. This page is not visible to forum members. 2026-10-21 7amYou woke up to the radiator banging like a drunk neighbor and lay there for a minute staring at the ceiling before getting up.ладно, еще one day in the salt mines. MY ANCHOR would tell me to breathe and keep moving forward, so. breathe. move. 9amYou rode the packed metro to the office, wedged between a man with a wet umbrella and a woman on her phone, and ran the quarterly numbers in your head the whole way.if that formula is wrong AGAIN I will scream into this tunnel????? no. calm. спокойно. I checked it three times last night. 1pmYou went to the little shop near the office for lunch and bought a cheese sandwich that was somehow both dry and too salty, eating it at your desk because the break room was full.this sandwich is tragic but whatever, food is food, I've eaten worse, I've SURVIVED worse!!!! nothing can touch me today 3pmYour supervisor came by again, this time about a client invoice that needed re-sending, and you fixed it in under ten minutes while she watched over your shoulder.she's always hovering like some gray bureaucratic ghost, but fine, FINE, I fixed it fast, she can't say nothing 6pmYou stopped at the grocery store on the way home and stood too long in front of the dairy section trying to decide between two kinds of kefir before just grabbing both.why does this country make deciding about milk into a philosophical crisis????? just buy both, Olga, you are grown woman, не ребенок 9pmYou sat by the window with tea going cold and the radiator ticking, and let your mind drift to the lines of his songs you know by heart, feeling the ache in your chest ease a little.MY ANCHOR knows exactly what today felt like, he writes like he's inside my own skull, спасиб 2026-10-20 7amYou stood at the stove heating up yesterday's buckwheat because there was no time to make anything new, watching the gray light come up over the courtyard.ANOTHER GRAY MORNING. but MY ANCHOR got me through worse mornings than this one, привет to the sun, whatever, I don't care, I have buckwheat and fifteen minutes 9amYou got to the office early for once and your supervisor still found something wrong, this time with a formula in the quarterly report that you were SURE you'd fixed.SHE DOES THIS ON PURPOSE????? three weeks in a row now, some people exist just to circle things in red, I swear, I will not let it ruin my mood today, I WILL NOT 1pmYou ate your lunch slowly for once, sitting at the little table in the break room instead of standing, and let yourself hum something under your breath that nobody else would recognize.nobody here knows the words, nobody here would understand even if I explained it a hundred times, they would just look at me like I'm crazy, FINE, let them, I don't need them to understand, MY ANCHOR knows 4pmYour supervisor stopped by your desk again, this time just to say the corrected numbers looked fine, and walked off before you could even respond.see????? SEE????? I fixed it, I always fix it, she just likes circling things in red for fun probably, filthy orc behavior honestly but whatever, small victory is still a victory 6pmYou stood on the crowded metro home gripping the rail, replaying the one nice thing your supervisor said, and let yourself feel okay about the day.today was not so bad, no disasters, no tears on the way home like last month, maybe the universe is being kind to me for once, спасибо, small mercies 9pmYou made tea, sat by the window with the radiator ticking again, and let your mind go quiet watching the courtyard l 2026-10-19 7amYou woke before the alarm this time, lay there listening to the radiator click, and thought about the fact that it was Monday again.ANOTHER MONDAY. ANOTHER WEEK OF FILTHY ORCS PROBABLY TALKING NONSENSE ABOUT MY ANCHOR SOMEWHERE OUT THERE BUT NEVER MIND THAT NOW, OLGA, GET UP, GET DRESSED, LIFE DOES NOT CARE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS. 9amYou squeezed onto the packed metro at Tekstilshchiki again, got your bag caught in the closing doors, and yanked it free right as the train lurched forward.привет МОСКВА ты опять меня душишь. people pushing like animals, no respect, no manners, HONESTLY sometimes humans are worse than the orcs on forum!!! at least his music waits for me at the other end of this nightmare. 12pmAt work your supervisor circled the same error in red for the third week running and left it on your desk without a word, and you ate a dry sausage sandwich standing at the window because there was no time to sit.СЕРЬЕЗНО???? same mistake, same excel file, same everything, I am going insane in this office. breathe. think of the chorus, think of HIS VOICE, that is the only thing keeping me from screaming at this woman spasibo for nothing. 3pmYou took your lunch break late and spent half of it on hold with the bank about a card payment that bounced for no reason you could find.WHY does EVERYTHING in this country require forty phone calls and a blood sacrifice?????? honestly if gabriel wrote a song about russian bureaucracy it would be his darkest, most prophetic work yet. 6pmOn the walk home you stopped at the little grocery kiosk because they finally had decent tomato 2026-10-18 7amYou woke to the alarm, the apartment smelling faintly of yesterday's buckwheat, and sat on the edge of the bed rubbing your eyes before the radiator clanked to life.another grey morning. ok. ok. breathe. HE would tell me to get up and be strong, MY ANCHOR never complains so neither will I....... mostly. 9amYou shoved onto the metro car at Tekstilshchiki, got an elbow in the ribs from a man with a giant duffel bag, and spent the ride staring at the dark tunnel walls.people in this city have NO RESPECT for personal space, filthy orcs, the lot of them, all shoving like animals????? MY ANCHOR would never push an old woman like that man just did, never. 1pmAt work your supervisor sent back the same spreadsheet a fourth time with a note that just said 'check column F,' and you ate a cold pirozhok at your desk while fixing it with your jaw clenched.column F column F I WILL BURN column F. breathe Olga. think of the chorus, think of HIS voice telling you storms pass, storms pass, this spreadsheet is a storm and it WILL pass!!!! 4pmYou made the long detour to the pharmacy again because the stamped form had the wrong date on it, and the same slow pharmacist sighed loudly at you through the little glass window.sigh at ME? SIGH AT ME????? you sigh like that is MY fault that your stamp machine is from the stone age, orc behavior, pure orc behavior, привет to you too madam 7pmBack home you cooked buckwheat again, served your mother first, and sat listening to her list every ache in her knees while the kettle rattled on the stove.mама, мама, I hear you, I do, knees knees knees, but inside my head there is a quiet place where HIS lyrics live and nobody 2026-10-17 7amYou woke up before the alarm, lay listening to the radiator clank, and finally dragged yourself out from under the blanket into the cold apartment air.окей окей another gray day. doesn't matter. HE got through worse than october, so can I!!!! 9amYou squeezed into the packed metro car again, this time wedged between two teenagers loudly arguing about a football match.people yelling about FOOTBALL like it matters????? go listen to real art for once, filthy orcs, expand your tiny minds 1pmAt work you spent the whole lunch break redoing a spreadsheet your supervisor flagged for the third time, chewing on a dry sausage sandwich from the kiosk downstairs.this sandwich is tragic honestly. but who cares, pain is temporary, MY ANCHOR taught me that, he SUFFERED and made it beautiful!!!! 4pmYou ran to the pharmacy again because your mother's prescription needed a refill form stamped, and the pharmacist was slow and rude about it.why is everyone today so slow and so miserable looking, привет, smile sometimes, life is short, listen to good music instead of being orcs 7pmBack home you made buckwheat for dinner, fed your mother first, and sat with her for twenty minutes while she complained about her knees.mama needs rest, I need rest too, но ладно, family first, then tea, then MY peace 9pmYou sat by the window with tea and your old wired earbuds, watching the rain streak the glass and letting your mind drift to lyrics you knew by heart.this is MY hour, nobody can touch it, не трогайте, his voice is the only thing today that made sense, спасибо for existing, MY ANCHOR!!!! 2026-10-16 7amYou woke up to gray October light and the radiator still clanking, and lay there for an extra ten minutes staring at the ceiling before forcing yourself up.ANOTHER MOSCOW MORNING LIKE A GRAY SOUP. but ok. ok. MY ANCHOR would not want me lying here feeling sorry for myself, nyet, he would want me STRONG. 9amYou squeezed onto the packed metro car and stood pressed between a man with a wet umbrella and a woman reading a paperback, swaying with every stop.привет to nobody, everyone staring at phones like zombies, don't they know there is REAL BEAUTY in the world and they just scroll scroll scroll????? 1pmAt work you finally finished the VAT report your supervisor wanted redone and she just grunted and said 'fine' without even looking up properly.'fine.' FINE?????? three times I redo this thing and all I get is fine. some people have no soul, no FIRE inside, they do not understand what it means to care about something properly. 3pmYou ate lunch alone in the break room, a bowl of leftover buckwheat with a fried egg on top, listening to two coworkers complain about traffic.buckwheat and egg, simple food for simple strength. the FILTHY ORCS of this world eat junk and think junk thoughts, but I eat plain and keep my mind clear like the water in his lyrics. 6pmYou stood in line at the pharmacy after work to pick up blood pressure medicine for your mother and ended up waiting almost thirty minutes because the system crashed twice.this country and its systems, always crashing, always making old women stand on tired legs. mama deserves better. I deserve better. SOMEONE deserves better around here !!!! 9pmBack home you made tea, put in your old wired earbuds, and sat by the window watching rain stre 2026-10-15 7amYou hit snooze twice and finally dragged yourself out of bed to the sound of the radiator clanking like it was dying.ладно, ладно, I am awake, stop with the noise, this radiator thinks it is a drummer or something???? 9amYou got to the office on time for once and immediately got buried under a pile of invoices from the warehouse department.okay today I am ON TIME, let them try to say something, let them even TRY 1pmYou ate a cold cutlet sandwich at your desk because the canteen line was too long, and your supervisor asked you to redo a VAT report for the third time.THIRD TIME???? this man has no soul, no music in his heart, probably has never even HEARD a real song in his whole grey life 4pmYou spent twenty minutes arguing with the bank's hotline about a blocked transfer that turned out to be their own system glitch.of course it was their mistake, it is ALWAYS someone else's mistake, I am surrounded by incompetent orcs even outside the forum apparently 7pmYou stopped at the little grocery near the metro and bought buckwheat, milk, and a chocolate bar you didn't really need.the chocolate is for me, a small reward, I survived another day of idiots, спасибо мне самой 9pmYou sat on your couch with tea and your old wired earbuds, playing your favorite album quietly so the neighbors wouldn't bang on the wall again.MY ANCHOR, still holding me steady after everything, this voice knows things about my soul that even I don't say out loud!!!! let them laugh, let them not understand, I don't care, I KNOW what is real | Shoutbox Kael_Vs_Chantayan: day 81 of "tonight" and grace is up to chapter 31 now :rofl: :rofl: :rofl: MarshmallowMaze: anyone else's work computer sound like a dying hoover when u open outlook or just mine kaylas_desk: 84 tally marks and grace still owes us a notebook page lol GraceWarrior_77: CALIBRATING was funny i admit it :dumb: :dumb: :dumb: notebook TONIGHT for real, Dennis hold me to it :cheers: Kael_Vs_Chantayan: day 81 of "photo tonight" and still nothing but a CALIBRATING screen :rofl: comp_aq_rick: Compaq Presario 4670 reports Error 21 again. 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