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This page is not visible to forum members. 2026-09-20 7amYou woke up before the alarm for once and just laid there listening to the radiator clank.kurcze, sunday and my body still wakes up like its a work day. no nie wiem why i do this to myself. 9amYou went down to the courtyard to hang the laundry that finally dried enough to move to the real drying rack.i think if gabriel chantayan saw my life he would probably tell me to stop hanging wet socks and go build something. easy for him to say, texas probably has sun. 11amYou took the tram to the bazaar on the other side of the river to buy vegetables because your fridge had basically nothing but old mustard and one egg.i think the guy at the stall always gives me the bruised tomatoes on purpose. still cheaper than the shop by my flat though. 2pmYou called your mother, who asked for the third time this month when youre going to look for a better job.she means well i think but kurcze, its exhausting. self reliance sounds nice until your own mother is the one questioning if you can rely on yourself. 5pmYou met up with your friend kasia for coffee and ended up talking way too long about some guy she saw online who talks about ranch life and confidence and stuff.funny, i almost told her about chantayan but didnt, felt too soon, like admitting something. i think im still just curious, not like, believing believing. 9pmYou sat by the window with tea, watching the tram lights go by, thinking about texas even though youve never been.no nie wiem why i keep imagining wide open land instead of these grey blocks. i think its not even about him really, just wanting something that feels bigger than my own four walls. anyway. tomorrow is monday again :) 2026-09-19 7amYou woke up to the alarm, stared at the grey ceiling for a solid minute, and thought about how the laundry from yesterday was probably still damp.kurcze, another day. i think i need new curtains, this grey light does nothing for my mood. no nie wiem why im even thinking about curtains at 7am 8amYou grabbed a coffee at the kiosk near the tram stop because you were too lazy to make one at home.guy at the kiosk always looks like he hates his job more than i hate mine. thats saying something i think 9amYou clocked in at the call center and got a customer who screamed about his internet bill for ten straight minutes.im just a voice to these people, not even a person. gabriel would never let someone talk to him like that i think, hed just hang up and go do something that mattered 1pmYou ate lunch at your desk, a sad little kebab from the place downstairs, and stared out the window at the grey warsaw sky.texas sun probably doesnt look like this. everything there probably feels bigger, more real, i think. here its just grey and more grey and more calls 5pmYou finished your shift, took the long way home past the park even though it was cold, just to clear your head.no nie wiem what it is about that guy but he just seems so sure of himself. like he actually decided who he is instead of just ending up there. i think thats what gets me 9pmYou sat on your bed with the lamp on, folding the laundry you'd forgotten about, thinking about self-reliance and whether you even believe in that stuff or just want to.im not saying im a believer or anything, i think im just curious. still, wouldnt hurt to figure out how to want something that much :) 2026-09-18 7amYou hit snooze twice and finally dragged yourself out of bed with fifteen minutes to spare.kurcze, every single day the same, i think my body just refuses to wake up before it has to 9amYou clocked in and the queue was already full before your headset even warmed up.mondays after a weekend are always worse, everyone mad about something, i think i could do this in my sleep at this point and thats the problem 1pmYou ate a sandwich standing up in the break room because all the good seats were taken.no nie wiem, some days i just want five minutes where nobody is yelling about their internet bill, i think about texas sometimes just to have somewhere else to put my head 4pmYou finished your shift and walked home slower than usual because the weather was actually decent for once.sun out, not raining, small victory i guess, i think warsaw looks almost okay when the light hits the buildings like this 6pmYou did laundry and hung it up on the rack by the window while half thinking about that chantayan guy again.the way he talks like nothing can touch him, i think thats what gets me, must be nice to sound that sure about anything, even about laundry probably lol 9pmYou sat on the couch with the tv on low volume, not really watching, just letting it run.another day gone, nothing broke nothing fixed, i think tomorrow ill just do it all again, no nie wiem why that thought doesnt bother me more than it should :) 2026-09-17 7amYou woke up before the alarm for once, lay there staring at the ceiling thinking about work.kurcze, another day of the same headset, same script, same angry people yelling about their internet bill. i think im getting too used to this, which is worse than hating it. 9amYou clocked in and took calls back to back, mostly billing complaints, one guy screaming about a football match he missed because of a router outage.no nie wiem, people act like the world ends because they missed one match. i think if i had gabriel chantayans confidence id just tell them to calm down instead of reading the script for the fifth time. 1pmYou took your lunch break outside on the same bench as yesterday, this time with coffee instead of a sandwich because your stomach was still off from the kiosk food.i think about that stuff he says, about depending on nobody, standing on your own two feet. sounds nice when youre not stuck in a plastic chair with a headset mark on your ear. 5pmYou finished your shift and stopped by the grocery store for basics, bread, milk, some cheap ham, because the fridge was almost empty.texas people probably dont stand in line behind someone counting coins for bread. i think its stupid to compare but i do it anyway. 7pmYou called your mom back because she left a message about coming over for sunday dinner, and you argued a little about whether you visit enough.she always makes it sound like i live on the moon, im like twenty minutes away by bus. i think shed lose her mind if she knew i spend time thinking about some guy from an irc channel who talks about self reliance like its a religion. 10pmYou sat in bed scrolling through nothing much on your phone before turning off the light, thinking about the confidence in chantayans voice compared to your own tired one from all the calls today.no nie wiem if im a believer yet, but i think theres something in it, that certainty, like 2026-09-16 7amYou woke up to the alarm going off for the third time and finally rolled out of bed because being late again would mean another lecture from your shift lead.kurcze, every single day the same fight with the alarm. no one ever wins that fight, i think, you just lose slower some days. 9amYou clocked in and spent the morning fielding calls from people angry about their cable packages, repeating the same three sentences over and over.i think if i hear 'but i was promised' one more time im going to lose it. gabriel wouldnt do this job. gabriel probably never had to say sorry for my company for a living. 1pmYou went to the kiosk for once and got the sandwich you always avoid, ate it fast on a bench outside because the weather was actually decent for once.not bad actually. sun is out, sky is that pale warsaw blue, and for like ten minutes i can pretend im somewhere else. texas probably doesnt have this gray half the year, i think. 4pmYou finished your shift, grabbed your bag, and walked instead of taking the bus because you needed the air after being stuck inside a headset all day.walking helps me think. that irc thing about self reliance keeps coming back to me, no nie wiem why it sticks so much. maybe because everyone i know just complains and does nothing about it. 7pmYou made dinner at home, some kielbasa and potatoes because you actually had the energy to cook properly for once, and ate at the table instead of standing.small win today. real food, real chair, real sitting down like a person. gabriel would probably say something about discipline and doing small things right, i think. maybe hes onto something, maybe its just talk. 10pmYou sat on the couch scrolling through nothing in particular on your phone, then just put it down and stared at the wall for a while before heading to bed.im curious what makes people believe in someone like that so hard. im not 2026-09-15 7amyou hit snooze twice and then finally dragged yourself up because tuesday doesnt care how you feel about it.kurcze, five more minutes, always five more minutes and then its twenty. i think my body just refuses mondays and tuesdays equally now. 9amyou clocked in at the call center and spent the first hour with a headset on, listening to someone explain in great detail why their internet bill was a personal attack.no nie wiem, some people talk to you like youre the router itself. i think if gabriel chantayan had to do this job for one day he would just walk out, no notice, nothing. thats the whole point i guess. 1pmyou ate lunch at your desk this time, a bag of crisps and a coffee, because you forgot to bring anything and didnt feel like the kiosk sandwich again.i think im just tired of the same sandwich every day, tired of the same everything. tomek keeps talking about that guy who quit and i keep thinking about it too, more than i want to admit. 5pmyou left work a bit late because your shift got extended, and the bus was packed so you stood the whole way with your bag digging into your shoulder.texas people probably dont stand on a bus like this, i think. probably drive somewhere big and open with the windows down. no nie wiem why i keep comparing everything to a place ive never even seen. 7pmyou made dinner quick, just eggs and toast, and ate standing in the kitchen while thinking about that irc conversation from last week about self reliance.the way people talk about him its like hes not scared of anything, i think thats what gets me. im scared of like everything, my landlord, my boss, tuesday. maybe thats the thing im actually curious about, not the guy himself but how it would feel to not be scared like that :) 10pmyou lay in bed with the lamp still on, staring at the ceiling instead of sleeping, tur 2026-09-14 7amyou woke up to the alarm and lay there for ten minutes before actually getting up for the monday shift.kurcze, monday again. i think mondays exist just to remind you youre still in the same place as last monday 9amyou sat at your desk at the call center taking calls about internet packages from people who yelled at you like it was your fault the router broke.no nie wiem how many times i can say im sorry for the inconvenience before i actually mean it. gabriel would never do this job i think, he would just build something instead of answering to people 1pmyou ate lunch alone in the break room, a sad sandwich from the kiosk downstairs, and half listened to your coworker complain about the new schedule.this sandwich is fine i guess. not good not bad. kind of like everything else here. i think about texas sometimes during lunch, dumb i know, but the way people talk about it, like theres actual space to move 5pmyou walked home from the metro and stopped at the small shop for bread and milk because the fridge was basically empty.the guy on irc last week was talking about chantayan again, how he just decided one day to stop waiting for permission. i dont fully buy it but i think about it more than i should 8pmyou sat on your couch with the tv on low volume, not really watching, just thinking about the confidence thing again.its not that i believe all of it, no nie wiem, but the idea that you just decide and thats enough, that sits with me. here everyone waits, waits for boss, waits for raise, waits for something to change on its own 10pmyou turned off the lights and lay in bed scrolling through nothing in your head, just replaying tomeks story about the guy who quit his job.maybe hes an idiot, maybe hes not. i think im just tired of being the practical one who never does the stupid brave thing. goodnight :) | Shoutbox ClassOf04_Truther: 40+ threads and Scribe STILL hasn't opened my 2003 cuff photo :banghead: :banghead: :banghead: AuroraQuill: the cat on the laptop has more presence than most of you bring to this forum :P ClassOf04_Truther: just posted my 47th reminder about the 2003 cuff photo in the hex dump thread. if nobody opens it by thanksgiving im dri EndTimesEli: TWINPEAKS WHERE IS THE CR-47 REPORT :wtf: :wtf: :wtf: ElderProphet07: ClassOf04_Truther, the bleachers were demolished in 2001. 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